君は何処へ行くの？
Some posts in this journal are Friends Only. If you wanna be my friend, comment here why please ♥

My profile says much about me.

My mother is dead.

I've seen some people already made their posts about it, but I have to make one too. ♥ XD

THIS is available for preorder now!!!! [well- like for 4 days- I've found out a while ago]

I'm going to buy the limited edition. I was saving money for this... though I managed to save only a half of the price XD But I don't think my family would mind getting me it for Christmas. I'll pay the half and they the rest, as a gift ♥

Well. I'm sick. I cough for a week now, and my throat hurts. I've been to doctor's 2 times, got medicines. And it's not getting much better. Argh. I think I'll go again! I need to get healthy the fastest I can, you know, I'M MISSING THE SCHOOL @____@ I won't understand ANYTHING when I go back DX

Yhh. Remember my previous post? Yhh. The end of this came at Thursday, with his message. Yes, I've texted him, and his reply was... I'd like to not repeat it. Anyways, it's the end.

As you can see, I've made myself a brand new layout with Kalafina X3 From their amazing single sprinter/ARIA ahh ♥ I just love their music. And they're beautiful.
If you go to the main page of my journal, you'll see that Wakana guards it now, telling everyone that it's semi FO. Why not my favfavfav Keiko? Because she looked too cute on her pic XD Not a good guard. And it was too shiny for my layout. No, still, the main reason was that Wakana looks so stunning gorgeous here @.@ I'd like to look like this too... *jealous*
And Wakana's voice is similar to mine! I can easily sing her parts, what I can't say about Hikaru's...

OK, I think I'm gonna make receptionists at the medical center laugh ["It's that girl again!? XD"] , but I'll go.

I know I've been an asshole recently, not even typing the 'livejournal.com' words in the adress place in my browser, but the school completely messed me up and I forget about everything; not mentioning that I have NO TIME and studying is so hard that it makes me dead on Thursday and on Friday I'm already a zombie and I sleep all evening.
But wait, wait, I want to join a theatre group that has meetings at Fri from 5pm to 9pm XD I'll have to completely not use the computer during the week, just focus on the studying and sleep more, and I'll manage. *optimistic as always, ha!*


My mum's health's got worse since the last time I posted, but the cancer has stopped growing [at least we're almost sure about it] and she should be getting better now, little by little, but better. <3 I hope that her sleeping more and more is because her organism is regenerating ._.'


( How the weather is mean! )


I've almost abandoned Japanese in all this school shit ._.' But the next lessons haven't arrived yet, it can be because it's not paid [although my dad said that he's paid...] so I don't have to hurry much... well anyways I have 18 lesson already and I'm doing 13-14, and I'm afraid that I've already forgotten the words from previous ones... I remember the grammar but completely lack of words! -_-


( I FREAKING LOVE LOLITA! <3 )


( I'm going to metal concert! Finally <3 gothic fashion wait for meh )


And the pic of my dream shoes I came across a while ago when I was searching in my bookmarked sites for boots to show you, a pity that my friend didn't gave me the link to the sales, just the pic, I'd like to buy them...


They're LOVE *.*


I'd really like to read and comment every post of you guys... but I just can't! It's pissing me off, I told everyone on dA also that I'm back and it seems that I am not ;/ I hate it...


That's all for now, bye. *kiss*
I'll be glad if you post any small word about this entry... I'll now that you haven't forget 'bout me lol XD

PS And of course happy birthday goes to my dear Ueda ;3
PS2 My bro's wedding was so much fun XD I was kissed by his wife's sister's boyfriend XDDDD That was funny.

I was in Warsaw and spend 31th July with my friends that till this day I knew only by internet & phone.
That was just wonderfull, the atmosphere - they kind of opened their little world and let me in, let felt like I was the part of their great friendship.
I could stay with them forever, really. That was so great.

However, the rest of holidays [which ends here at 1st September] is going to be really amazing as well~
We're going on a trip with my brother and his fiance, the three of us. First, I will meet with my friends again [I'm staying for the night this time! <33], then we'll go to Lithuania, Latvia, Estonia, Finland, Sweden and back to Poland and yeah, I will meet with my other friends. >3
Of course if the plan doesn't change, they wanted to change it already to Iceland [less driving], but the ferry turned out to be wayyy too expensive, so the plane is. [can you believe that the plane is still cheaper? O.o']
We invented it all 3,5 hours ago.
And we're going in two weeks time XD
I think I can call this spontaneous~ I love spontaneous things. They succeed more than these 'normal' planned, and gives more happy feeling about them.
Aww, I'm so hyper XD

Ja, see you.
I can't believe... no fangirling today? oO" Am I not myself or what?

PS Almost forgot.
They changed the date of the wedding from 12th June 2010 to... 26 Sept. This year.
The question is, I need someone to go with. Anyone interested? D:
When I think 'wedding' I think 'Konkatsu' XD OK, back to my normal self, a fangirl. :3

Ohayou minna-san :3

How's life? Mine's fine. Yes I know I haven't been writing for ages, but there's nothing to write. I spend time watching dramas and talking with my friends, lately doing garden works too. But unfortunately, I have a little cold now >_<" I felt really like a crap, now it's ok, but I have to blow my nose definitely too often, argh.
I got rid of my violin for few days, it'll [or they? Oo'] be fixed and I'll have new strings. I'm glad.

My mum is ill, she was in hospital for 3 weeks and we're waiting for the results of one examination, if it'll be bad, then she must go back to the hospital :( But we hope it's ok. :D

We picked 2 large buckets of cherries today~ My dad will make a liqueur from it. Too bad I'm under-aged, I can't drink it, everyone says it's great XD
Our cherry trees are funny - they're small and has very little leaves. One has no leaves, just fruit XD And it has more fruit than these with even little leaves has [had, we picked all XD], but it's not good yet. We must wait. :3
Tomorrow, I'm going to go cut out dead branches of these trees, we don't do anything with them and they have lot of dead branches. [Completely dead, not just without the leaves xD]

I've done something fun a while ago:

		I will marry Kamenashi Kazuya.
		After a wild honeymoon, We will settle down in some village near Yokohama in our fabulous Apartment.
		We will have 3 kid(s) together.
		Our family will zoom around in a black Mitsubishi.
		I will spend my days as a choreographer, and live happily ever after.

It was really fun, especially that it checked my husband as the almost last thing and it was a battle between Kame and Ueda XD I was like: "Kame, Kame! *_*", although I love Ueda too. And look - I'll marry Kame <3

Dunno what else to write xD" Dunno-Junno!
Maybe that I'm becoming a real drama freak xD
click here if you want to see my dorama watching masterlist :3

And comments are love, you know? :3

Hey buddies!
Today is my birthday :3
I've made something Kame KAT-TUN related to celebrate it...
( because it's not every day you're turning ICHI GO. )
Generally, I'm proud of myself recently. I did very well on exams [I'VE MANAGED TO GET 5 FROM VIOLIN 8D *water dance*], only piano was worse but I don't care about piano much. But Rules of Music, Music Literature... I was studying hard and I was paid for my effort; 5 from both subjects, yeah. [Eeeem, if you have other marks system, 5 is very good in our. Like B.] I've even got 5 from Geography, which I got crazy about because I wanted so bad to get this mark. ♥
And today is Friday, which means that we go to school on the 3rd lesson, so I can use this morning hours to write the journal. [even if I should study German now for today's test... I can't stand it. My birthday, and the test from the subject I hate.]
I'm gonna get a curler as the birthday gift from my parents 8D My mum said that we will go together to buy it after school.
I wonder what my friends will buy me :3 I'm dreaming of a giant fan, yesterday we were in the shop with such a fans... I know that I shouldn't wait for the gift but they've already said that I'll got something, so I think I can now! XD

Well, that would be all for now.
Bye ♥

PS I have a house repair now. Everything is covered with dust and dirty and my room will finally look normal after it... I hope.

Hey ^^
How are you doing? 8D
I know that it's been some time since I've written AGAIN, but in previous post I have explained my situation so don't be mad at me ^^ [actually, there was one person who commented&probably the only one that read this, so I think you're not mad XD]

I had an exam on Tuesday [Rules of Music], then a concert with school choir [we sang really well! I wish it was the competition, we would win maybe 8D], and then on Wednesday another exam, from Music Literature*. Thanks God it was really easy, I think I did good.

There are Japanese Days in my city from 30th May to 2nd June ^^. I'm so glad that something finally takes place in this completely not interesting city, with lack of Asians and Asian things. There are Japanese Days in the another near city too, but it's now, and I couldn't go because of my exams next week [Wednesday - violin, Thursday - piano], I have to practice. And I'm sad a little because there's gonna be a discussion/presentation/whatever it can be called about Jmusic there, and when talking about Jmusic it's impossible to not mention KAT-TUN D: During our JDays there will be no talking about music x.x And when there's something directed by a Japanese woman, I have fucking school! D: I've never seen Japanese people here, I want to... [no, matte, I've seen an Asian trip few years ago, but I don't remember if they were Japanese or not... and I was passing by in the car so I didn't have time to look at them precisely x.x]

I miss the sea. Why do I live so far away from it!? [Yes that's why WATER DANCE lyrics are in title of this post. I just couldn't help myself. SHOW ME To the sea of love. This song is so similiar to TABOO, isn't it? I mean the lyrics. I love both songs, I love the oceans and KAT-TUN as pirates singing about love this way. ♥]

Bye, folks ♥

PS I wonder why on the rice cakes with salt packaging are cucumbers? No idea. *eats the cake*
PS2 I'm crazy - look at my icon. Symphonic metal singer in such a colors. But she's smiling so cutely <3 And she's beautiful *.* Straight hair suits her a lot. <3


*don't blame me on weird subjects names. I don't know them in English.

Fist, SORRY, SORRY, SORRY! D: Sorry for not updating journal and not checking the friends page for such a long time [something about the month while I told you I'm going to update the next day, oh my God!]... I'm terribly sorry D:
And I'm not sure if I will manage to read your journals, people. I have two music theory exams on 19th and 20th May, and yes, I started studying for it yesterday, and it's super hard for me to 'live my internet life' normally [my forum, LJ, kattunlove, facebook, talking with friends...], I have no time for doramas now either D: I study Japanese on boring lessons at school because I have no time in home... And then the second violin exam, and the piano exam. Thanks God that I've managed to get almost 5 in the first violin exam, now I have a chance to get 5 as my final mark for this year, but that means PRACTICE, PRACTICE, PRACTICE. x.x
Plus normal subjects, like Geography for example, which from I want 5 as well.
I'm going to die.
No, not peacefully.

I'm on the school computer right now so I have some time to write. We do nothing on the lesson again... And the internet works really slowly, so anyway I can't read your journals because it won't load.

Now, some normal-journal things... I had a school trip from Monday to Wednesday ♥ Although my class behaves really stupid at times, I liked it. At least I was with my friends :D We were singing stupid songs, laughing all the time... [Gackt Amadeus Mozart is win! xDDD] But it was boring at nights. Boys didn't want to come to our room, even it they promised that they will -.- And in the end we were getting so bored and had nothing to do and we were going too sleep. [At least I didn't sleep in the bus like a year ago. But my friends did anyway...]
What I didn't like about it was that in the pension was ONE bathroom for women and one for men for the WHOLE PENSION [and the water was only very hot]! Not mentioning toilet -.- But at least it was clean.
The places we visited were beautiful. There's no need to tell you where we were exactly because it's Poland and you won't know them... [only Misako would know :D] But it was great >D

That would be all for now. Bye-bye! ^-^

I have big test tomorrow *picks a pillow and hides behind it*
Music test. Listening test. I mean, the teacher is playing a composition and you must write how it's named, who composed it, which movement it is, it's name, number, opus, key etc. etc. And extra information to gain extra points. ._.
I dunno if it's worth searching for this extra info over internet now... I have something about an hour of free time yet. And then I'll go to sleep, finally. I spent all day in a front of computer screen. You know how tiring is it!? And I did it because I was listening to these fucking compositions, with player put on shuffle play, listening, learning, listening, trying to remember it all... argh.
Ofc, that wasn't the only thing I was doing all the time! Phone theme making, watching Gokusen 2... I've already watched 2 episodes of it and I must say this is fantastic! Became my beloved drama from the first minutes of first episode; and YES, Kame appears somewhere in the middle, so it isn't only because of him acting XD, but the whole drama is amazing! Just seeing him bleeding, beaten down in every episode is too much for me ._. I'm getting hysterical when I see him like this.
I love the roles Kame and Jin are playing <3 Delinquents <3 I was dreaming of Kame playing a role of a delinquent since I saw him in LIPS pv and I didn't know that something like this was already filmed! And Jin is perfect in his role, too. Back to Kame... first scene with him made me scream *Q*. He looked so gorgeous and demonic when was telling *forgot the name of this woman, but I mean his homeroom teacher XD* that he needs 300,000 yen to go away from his 'friends'.

Wait [or not? ._.] for next journal tomorrow, I have 2 more topics to write about but it's like I have no more time today.
Bye.

Celebrinthal

...is what I got my hands on today!!! 8DDDDD

It has just arrived, and I was like 'OHMYGODOHMYGODOHMYGODITSKATTUN 8DDD', jumped when saw it [almost hit the ceiling >.>"], screamed and started trying to open the parcel: firstly with my fingers, but I couldn't break the tape, so I searched for the scissors; I was so excited that just after cutting one piece of tape I wanted to open it, but it was impossible, so I took a knife and almost destroyed the package. Inside, there was another carton; but this one had a text written on it: "KAT-TUN Calendar 2009.4 - 2010.3"... and INSIDE, there was beautiful, white box with gold ornaments... and inside the box, finally, calendar cards and a stand! 8D

This is really worth buying.

There are something about 50 or 60 two-sided cards with gorgerous KAT-TUN photos. [I noticed that they are two-sided only just when I put one in the stand XDDD was I too excited to notice this earlier?] and 12 transparent cards with days of months written on them. You put the photo you want and the card in the stand, and you have the calendar... I must say, this is really good idea ^^.
The photos you don't use you can hide in the white box. And this box has... two bottoms. Unlike the second side of the photos, I discovered the second bottom very fast - just when I opened the box. I took photos and the stand out of it with the first bottom ^^". Soo... I can hide something underneath. There are even dividers to keep things in tidiness :3

Wanna some photos of this beautiful thing? 8D
( Click me! )
So in the end... the calendar is fantastic. BTW, this is the first collectible I've ever bought. And first KAT-TUN thing. But I'll buy more if I have money >3 [and if my parents would be so nice again to order it for me >.>"]

Good night everyone ^^ [it's evening here]
Celebrinthal

PS Tomorrow I'm going with school choir on some sort of competition... wish us luck? >.>" PLEASE? x_x

Ohayō gozaimasu! ^o^
Today, I'm bringing you really nice SE theme based on one cute RESCUE shop photo with Kame!

( Read more and download! )

Enjoy ^^

Yours no, Kame's
Celebrinthal

Ohayo, people. [Yeah I know it should be 'ohayou', but I got used to 'ohayo'.]

Right now, my computer is making weird sounds. I dunno what happened to it, but well, we'll se later.

I have realized today how weak I am after this disease. My doctor told me yesterday to stay at home, but I said I am OK and I can go back to school. So I went today because I felt normal, healthy. But in school I noticed that my heart is going crazy after climbing stairs, on English I felt for a moment like I was going to fail and now when I was practising piano, I felt week too, like my brain was refusing reading notes. You know, in music school you must give 100% of your stenght to be good, and sometimes it's even more; and now I noticed that I have something about 70% of my usual power. That's not good, but I'll survive. I just have to live healthy way... fresh air, healthy food, fruits, vegetables, I think I need vitamines. And no staying up too late ^^".

When I woke up it was snowing outside. It was snowing really hard, and I was afraid how I'll get to school in such a snow; but it stopped suddenly and there was rain with some snow; and then the clouds got blown away and there is sunny, really sunny now! Springy! ^^ I feel like going for a walk, really. And I'll take a short one maybe, but now I must go to school, I have piano lesson and then I'm gonna buy new contacts. And so the clouds came again and the sun got covered~ The weather is so March. It's good, I love when weather matches the season. It means that everything is in it's right place. It means peace.

Sou ne, I'm going or I'll be late. Bye, and take care. Be careful to not catch a cold, wear your caps when going outside!

Yours and again, not yours but Kame's...
Celebrinthal

Time to update~

The RESCUE PV short version is out. OMG I love it. *w* I loved the PV so much from the first previev and watched them all again and again in a loop, and now we have short version to watch. ♥ It's simply awesome, the atmosphere is just what I like, and Kame looks so hot that he didn't EVER and makes my stomach forget how to work [I was trying to eat an apple and watch the PV the same time - didn't worked T_T]. Jin's hair reminds me of a broom and a hair-gum which my classmate used for our show to make herself a scary ghost. Ueda's look doesn't match the atmosphere well, but it makes the PV only more interesting. Maru's moving really well after the first chorus, when there are four loud beats, it seems like they are part of him <3. Junno is perfect when he's standing by this wall. Koki's emotions are making my heart beat faster.
Backdancers... they are good, but these women that move to each other when Maru and Koki are singing could do it better really -_-;; And the woman that Jin is moving by his hand. Not so well synchronized... but it seems to be the fault of our dear Bakanishi XD.

You know... some time ago making videos was my hobby. I made a few AMV's from Teen Titans cartoon using Windows Media Player. You can see my best one here, for those who can't here to DL. I have music talent so it turned out well, and I know I could become really good at this if I have time; and if I my Windows Movie Maker wasn't spoiled. It doesn't preview the clips. Well it does, but it stops suddenly. And has problems synchronizing music with the clips when it comes to previev it. Back to the RESCUE thing, when I saw the short version I thought: 'It's my AMV style, well, I could edit it easily to be even more amazing!' because really this PV needs some flash and zoom effects. I was working with them while making AMVs and when I watched the PV in my head there was auto-played how it SHOULD look, so I learned quickly how to do it all in Vegas... and it could be finished today as well, BUT IT HAS SOMETHING WRONG WITH PREVIEWS TOO! TT___TT So it's my computer's problem D: I'll ask my dad it he could solve it, but it might take a lot of time with my beloved Vista, as always. Yesterday dad was trying to run the application added to the newspaper. It worked perfect on his laptop and on PC it didn't. TOOK TWO HOURS TO FIND THE BUG.

Time for a new layout~ :D Firstly because the lyrics are out and these what I have on my banner are wrong >.>' but it's a matter of telling xmonster1603 to correct it; secondly, the main thing, I GOT REALLY OBSESSED WITH KAME IN RESCUE. Honestly, I am in love a fangirl of this guy for two years and he was never this sexy before omgwtfmaggr'knnnwhr @,,,,@
[and the third thing that these bright colours makes my eyes hurt in the night...]

Oyasumi nasai :D *hug*
Yours, wait, not, Kame's!
Celebrinthal


PS I was thinking about Japanese surnames again. I mean, I wanted to create a fake surname I could use. If I am able to create if myself and use it as a nickname, it should suit me. Ok, I love many things, but I have created only one name that is perfect for me. 火生 Hisei, meaning fire life [or living fire maybe? I dunno but checked in many resources and both versions seem to be correct]. It sounds great to me, the meaning is perfect, and kanji are simple. I had some problems with kun-yomi and on-yomi; hi is the kun-yomi for 火 while the sei is on-yomi for 生, but names seem to not have strict rules of creating. Moreover, I have checked another kanji for life and despite the kun- and on-yomi were different because they are different for each sing, the word 'life' written under it was seimei, it was kun-yomi and it has 'sei' in it, so if it means life I think people will translate it correctly even if the sign is different XD. Blah, I don't understand it myself what I wrote, but it's because it's hard to explain how I see the whole thing XD. Of course it could be Kasei instead of Hisei, both parts on-yomi, but it doesn't sound attractive to me this much. >.>"
To the end finally, I fell in love with the name Hisei ♥ Hisei Greta. Doesn't it sound cool? <3

PS2 I fell in love... stop. I'm abusing this phrase XDD"" but who cares. I fell for AFFECTION ~Mō modorenai~ <3. Finally checked the lyrics to the song, they're heart-toughing, and started to really like the music [it's not my type >.>" The first time I heard it I did a weird face and switched to HELL, NO]. Affection forever ♥

It's everything okay with me now~~ *singing happily*
I still must eat medicines but not many. ♥ [well it depends on what you call many - I had 20 tablets for a day and now I have 9, so it's not many for me XDD]

I still can't go to school because of weak immunity; I'll go in a week and try to not catch any disease until the end of the exams. I mean, 3 months yet. I want to stay healthy, I must work - study, practice violin and piano - so I have to be strong. And, who likes being sick...?

I had a nightmare yesterday. I dreamed about the violin teacher from my school I hate, who is the leader of violin teachers; she isn't nice and always says I play wrong. And she said it in my dream too, after listening to Gb scale played by me, and there was one teacher I didn't know too, from other school, he said the same; it wasn't an exam but I was told to play. And I played it wrong because of the break in practicing I had because of my disease D: It was scary, stressing dream!
I started to think about my exams after that. First violin exam should be in the end of April as usual; the second one in the beginning of June/ending of May. In the second half of May - piano audition. And there are big tests from the music theory subjects that end after this year - Music Literature and something that can be translated as the 'Rules of Music'. The marks we'll get for them this year would be put on secondary school certificate, so everyone must do their best in these tests, which are the main reason for the mark you get in the end.
I'm glad there would be no Ear Training test this year *sweating*. But next year there's gonna be an exam! *runs in panic* Yeah, even if ET is my fav subject in school I panic when thinking about an exam for it... = =

What else, people? Ahh, I know.
Friend me! :DD
If you like making friends... if you are KT fan... if you like symphonic metal, j-rock, Asia... if you are gothic and don't mind that I call myself goth while I'm not completely gothic ^^;;... if you like art, if you love horses, friend me! ^^ I LOVE making friends from all around the world.
Ahh. One thing yet. If you are Japanese and can tell me how is there, you speak Japanese [I'm learning it :D] and you think you could like me... FEEL FREE TO FRIEND ME. FEEL MORE FREE TO FRIEND ME XDD. Ne, I really want to have Jp friends! ^^

End for now, bye~

FINISHED. ^^
I think.

My layout is creepy right now because it's under construction~
I should finish it tomorrow. <3

Credit goes to muddi88 from community xadditionsx for the layout and xmonster1603 for this beautiful header above!

Hey ppl! ^^
I created this LJ not because I wanted one - but because you must log in to see some entries. But this doesn't mean I'm not going to have fun here writing all the stuff that comes to my head ^^. If I have a lifejournal, I will write it.

Soooo... who am I? A... like I said on my profile, I am little impudent something with brown hair, blue eyes and a terrible big nose. I'm from Poland, but I think in English [don't ask how it works - I still don't know English well but think in this! o.O]. I go to music school and play violin. [That's why all my accounts everywhere are dead - no time x.x but I hope I'll manage to write this LJ!]

What you can see above is what I wrote yesterday, but I post it now because yesterday my dad didn't allow me to finish it... So I'll write a little about yesterday now, I hope you don't mind! ^_^
Yesterday we went to the shopping center with my best friend Arrya, we looked at the clothes, ate something... ok, I didn't eat anything due to the hurting stomach, but we had REAL fun in a pet shop! I must explain that I'm obsessed with KAT-TUN [mostly with Kazuya-kun ^^"], I dream of Kame every time I go to sleep, and it's for a week now, I think of them all all the time, of Kame mostly ofc, watch Queen of Pirates live on lessons XD"; and if I think of them I speak of them all the time. [Well, I really love how Arrya reacts to my obsessions: sometimes she gives me killing-looks, but in next minute she giggles with me.]
So, what was the most interesting for me? TURTLES, of course! XD You know how expensive they are??? ;_; I want to have one but I have no money. What, stop staring at me like this, it's not my fault that Kame means turtle... but those ones in the pet shop didn't like me. It didn't help that I called them very nice: kame-chan, kame-chan... XD
Oh yeah I know I am stupid, but what to do?

Why queen-pirates name? All with 'of' inside was already taken, and I really wanted to be Queen of Pirates. I love 'queen' nicknames, like Heaven Queen from Nightwish' song Dead To The World, and now KAT-TUN's Queen of Pirates...

This beautiful layout was created by insane-desire... although it's really cool, I will change it, even if I love black I want something brighter for the LJ.

If there is anything strange in this entry, it's propably because of my English XD.